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    My 4AM POST on Facebook:
    I love that I have such a great sense of humor when it comes to the terrorism that is now attacking me for being fat in the cruelest, most evil ways, especially after getting out for a bit of exercise today...right down to photos of a woman wearing an outfit just like I was wearing (that I looked adorable in, I might add,, considering how long it has been since I have actually gone out for some exercise because even though I am apparently 'invisible', I am still the subject of cruel manipulation and harassment when I do...so I have been barricading, instead), who is jogging with an obviously fake, stuffed, bulging belly, captioned on the trolled 'Inside Edition' page that is always blaring on the side bar ads lately, saying "Is it safe to exercise while pregnant? What YOU need to know!"...not to mention all of the ads for Huggies and trolled weight loss and pregnancy harassment attacks suddenly all over any page I visit.
    I am wondering if I accidentally tossed out the "Congratulations Michelle Pisciotta (or Current Resident): You just won a complimentary subscription to 'Live Like A Celebrity Under Constant Attack' Package for the whole family!" notice in the mail. I would have declined, considering the years of stress we have been deliberately manipulated and nearly hobbled with...but I guess anyone in that business knows just who to hire to get this kind of job done and given the slow economy, I imagine the competition is fierce. I really am very lucky...but all things are relative and at this point, the luck I feel is the remaining inspiration to survive.

    I have had enough insecurity with weight since I was routinely made to feel awkward and fat as a youngster and into my Adulthood. It was quite painful but I don't live pain anymore. I released these insecurities somewhere in my thirties (though I'm a bit vain...a natural survival mechanism).
    I love me. God does, too. I have a BEAUTIFUL body and I LOVE it and always will. I feel great about myself and nobody can steal that feeling from me ever again. I am lucky, grateful and blessed for that, considering the years of deliberate, monotonous, torture of tear-down, set-up hell I have been delivered through (I am blessed in many ways through all of this)...SECONDLY, kiss my behind, you disgusting, arrogant jerks who I probably wouldn't and haven't even looked twice at!

    I see the spectrum of corrupt Corporate Attorneys and their ignorant, small town, big business client idiots, many I used to know...as well as the spoiled, cruel, cookie-cutter offspring of these pompous poops who viciously harass me online and in public...all the way to the catty, jealous gangs of females (many I used to call 'friends', Ha!), full of their own secret, self hate that gets taken out on me in a hopeless effort to mask their own low self esteems and vendettas against their own painful pasts...THROUGH A RAINBOW OF ROSY COLOR.
    ...So go ahead with your attacks but it's your own waste, not mine...you can't hurt me. I only see beauty and the man I will choose one day will feel the same, especially when he sees me(o:
    I do appreciate the harass holes for the courtesy of litmus testing themselves FAR out of any consideration as 'potentials', or should I say, 'wastes of my time'.
    I am a BEAUTIFUL woman from the inside out, even at 43...No, make that ESPECIALLY at 43! I will always feel better than ever! I deserve to feel this way, especially after such a long road of utter torture. I claim this reward of joy. If this inspires you to hate you so much that you punish ME, then maybe you need some therapy. I have always loved others and been far too kind, generous and flattering to the characters of those with secretly hateful motivation...my mistake. I am wiser now.
    Many good people were manipulated away from my life throughout this attack process and I pray they are brought close to me again, somehow. I believe a few will.
    I respect the amazing women who have survived similar undeserved political and social attacks, even if just for standing out as clearly wonderful and strangely blessed...to the point they were pirate raped for nearly all they have.
    Some women don't make it when singled out for attack like this, but I will. I am a Mother Bear, standing up tall. I am willful and strong. I have no fear. God is carrying my sons and I through all of this and I am not ashamed to say this because He has shown me that it's the truth...and if anyone was ever a doubting Thomas in this world, it was most certainly me...He has proven Himself over and over again, through all of this...not just to me, but to my children, as well. We are protected and I no longer doubt.
    I feel what these survivors have felt and I will survive well because I have witnessed them survive well. I would mention some names of women and men I admire with soul appreciation for their examples, but I don't want to forget anyone when I do...but I WILL do this, even if it's coming from one who has been wrongfully framed and sentenced 'invisible' by those who have raped my life in all directions and are now desperately trying to cover it up through epic desire for legal protection and epic financial investment...I am a giver of love as well as I am a worthy receiver of love and like my true beauty, this can never be 'raped' from me, no matter how strong the attacks by nasty crooks towards me or my children.
    I stand strong and joyfully, always. There is no attack that can contend with this, so to me...there is no attack. It's 4 A.M....oh my gosh...Love to the world...Goodnight(o:
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