A Response

This email was written in response to an email I received from the County, requesting that I jump through more fire hoops for the sick pleasure and protection of my attackers.  I won't do it.  I am sharing this because I am letting justice surface as it will because it doesn't seem to be happening as it should.  I hope to help others in this pursuit.  Thank you for your support.

Dear ------,

I do not plan to cooperate with what I consider further CYA 'rolling terrorism' and with an apology for such late notice, I am declining to meet you tomorrow morning to fulfill what has been requested here.  It is an insult to suggest that with all of the internal corruption that has manipulated my life on behalf of criminals who are interested in nothing more than burying the truth and increasing their own protection during the wake of my family's near destruction, I should feel some kind of motivation to jump through yet another CYA hoop for their benefit.

This 'request for headache' is just insult to injury and everyone who is aware of the circumstances is well aware of this, too.

Every move I make (financially or otherwise) has been 'monitored', as well as manipulated.  I am not an idiot, Lauren.  This request is just being made to keep me busy living a roll of cowering convenience for criminals and I won't do it. 

I am being terrorized by the DMV and my Driver's License has been suspended for corrupt reasons.    

The unpaid speeding ticket I received from 'Officer Kellog' in Napa County, directly after having spoken out about 'untouchable' topics during an IEP meeting that I had just left, is unpaid because I did not deserve it.  I was not speeding.  In my spirit, I decided that because I had been speeding earlier that day, I would take it as a lesson, but the fact that the 'pull over' was whole-heartedly in direct retaliation for what I had said at the meeting (many people deeply involved are strongly connected to Napa County), I changed my position. 

There is another offense listed under my name that was not designated on the letter I received, though I am beginning to wonder what has been set up there.  I used to get weekly automated messages on my phone from a place called 'Sunstreet Center' (or something close to that), for a woman named 'Heidi Jenkins' (I can mimic the automated voice saying this name pretty well!).  Coincidentally, Dick Crispo used to mention this place nervously for some reason, but never in the context of what it was.  I had never even heard of this place and he would bring it into conversations that had nothing to do with anything we were talking about.  I have noticed patterns of these quirks and I have a strong theory as to why this has been going on, a theory that has to do with audio splicing and truth/story manipulating. 

I called the center a couple of times as a courtesy to let them know they had the wrong number and they took the information, but the calls continued.  I have been regularly harassed about drinking and driving and DUI'S, but I rarely, if EVER drink and if I did, I would not drive.  I think this 'gossip' is possibly an illusion surrounding a possible set up that I have received a DUI somewhere in all of this, which I simply have not, however corruption's connections at the Police Department and the Courthouse could easily be prompted for special arrangements.  Most people who have lived here for a good number of years know exactly what I am talking about.  Given all that has happened to terrorize me, this suspicion is not paranoia, rather good investigation (pardon the arrogance, but self-flattery gets me everywhere with me!).

I have seriously weakened faith in all of these systems because of this corruption and terror...so I shamelessly and confidently drive a car that was deliberately sold to me by a dealership connected to all of this (I have proof); a car that causes asphyxiation if the windows are rolled up (I have become so dizzy and nearly passed out a couple of times from this) and happens to be the same kind of car that someone I know used to drive (I didn't know this when I bought the car, a car that was on an entirely different lot, though the dealer was strangely passionate to go get it, an odd thing amidst other odd, quirky remarks that were a little personally directed and deliberate for my comfort) and who I have been set up to look like I copy, without any knowledge that this was going on.  It was after the car purchase that my former Mother In Law so strangely and eagerly crossed my path and informed me that her daughter, Anna, used to drive the same car.  I have since discovered several other ways I have been set up to look like I copy this person...while the actual truth is I thought I had been living my own, private life AWAY from these people and the whole time, they were obsessing about and monitoring my life...right down to my routine and the friends and coworkers beside me.  It's whole-heartedly criminal and I will not back down from my position.  Unlike most people, I do not have a price.  I have gained tools to respect myself and I intend to use them.

 Apparently my credit has been further used and terrorized because I am getting letters explaining why credit accounts are being discontinued and some of these reasons as to why include payments to loans not being made...and I do not have any loans or credit cards.  Hmm.  My bank account has been internally hacked and my mailing address has been changed twice (once to a P.O.box in Monterey, most recently, to an address on the same street where I live, though on a block in the 1000's) without my permission, along with other odd changes. 

I receive letters of collection for an AT&T account and depending upon which bogus source has issued the letter, the debt I apparently carry with this company fluctuates from under #300, to over $1,200.  I have had strange calls from people representing AT7T, but there is a strong, fraudulent feel to the calls.  Meanwhile, over a long time period, I have watched every Tom, Dick and Harry that wears an unsuspecting jumpsuit visit the communications box across the street from my house, doing their adjustments and monitoring...WAY more often than anything average. 

 While I have been strategically forced into a trench by this criminal ring, I will not further twist the knife in my back by trying to combat these deliberate and strategic blows that are primarily meant to terrorize me into a stupor of stress. I will not pick up the phone and pursue the stress associated with this terror.  To do this would be to meet the motivation of my attackers with wine and roses.  No.  I don't deserve it and I will not play into this game.  I am confident in my position and I believe that my response to this corruption is nothing less than Patriotic...taking THIS position, NOT cowering to illegal corruption is my responsibility as an American, as far as I am concerned and I think my country shares in this responsibility and should stand with me.  As many opportunities as I have been offered, I have not taken the 'easy' road here because I intend to be the change.       

  

I will no longer assist to dot the I's or cross the T's of my attacker's rolling defense(s); I would sooner sacrifice my life at this point (and some believe that I am) before agreeing to 'bend over' once more for the satisfaction of callous corruption, though the arrogance put forth to manipulate this is strangely impressive and somewhat entertaining, from an artistic perspective.  (Please feel free to forward this response to 'Lupe Padilla' & Co.) 

Frankly, I do not want my son to be at the mercy of this underground, 'Anti-Social' System and I want no further interference from the many corrupt individuals who have participated in this totally undeserved raping and near murder of our lives.   

I never deserved any of this and I know that if I hold my ground with the same strength and determination within me that holds the truth, a respectful resolution is sure to prevail. To me, it is a statement of integrity and well worth the gamble.

I might add that this response is no testament to any lack of gratitude within me.  I have been strangely carried by a beautiful, balancing wind of support through all of this utter Hell and for that, I am eternally humbled and grateful.  Also, there have been many professionals and strangers who have communicated and given their support throughout this terror and I eternally credit these people for their kindness, patience, humor and perfect timing.  I know how relatively 'lucky' I am and this is encouragement. 

I want this infectious, incestuous mess away from my sons and I.  We deserve respect and support throughout the process, as well.

 I feel such a respect for myself and so strongly in my position that I am willing to lay my cards on the table with unwavering confidence at this point.

What now?

Sincerely,

Michelle Pisciotta