• (I just posted this to my Facebook)

    I find it interesting that after using the word 'Paxil' in a joking sentence I said out loud last week in my bedroom, suddenly, within the continual bombardment of trolled ads on the right of my Facebook screen, there has been a constant new ad by the Stenger Law Firm, blaring about a Paxil lawsuit due to birth defects. I have tried to remove the ad and all from this source, but after clicking this in the small, drop down menu, (which usually removes the ad instantly), this ad remains.

    I believe this ad was placed deliberately, but not to just further razz me. I believe this is continuing CYA set up, trying to establish that I subconsciously pick up these things in my daily life, then say them, then notice the presence of what I believe is mocking, while the psychological scenario I described earlier in this sentence is being 'estabillusionished' (I claim this word(o:I like it(o:.
    I hate to disturb the corrupt momentum of this ambitious theory, but it should be known that the actual continuing harassment of these obviously trolled ads (sometimes so personal, it's stalkishly eerie), as a curious person, I have continued a daily watch of each ad that has been displayed for a very long time and I have never seen any ads for Paxil until I made the joke.
    If there are records conveying differently, the only explanation would be that they would have been manipulated on behalf of the arrogant bullies funding this attack; it would be a lie. With all due respect to Facebook, I have observed that it just takes one employee who has a price, (especially during this economy and especially when given false ethical reasons why they should join in...my character and reputation has been gossiply and fraudulently destroyed for a convenient reason).
    I have a difficult time accusing entire companies because of these micro strategies and I realize that while being set up to attack these giant entities, I am being set up to further polarize myself.

    Ha! There is an ad right now from 'Sudan Refugee Crisis' at 'bishopassis.org' (it doesn't say Assisi, it says assis) and there is a photo of the Pope holding hands with a Cardinal and the caption is, "Help Christians Fleeing Bombings $41.70 for one Refugee Kit Mosquito Net, Other Essentials". I took a photo of it for my scrapbook(o:
    I was just saying out loud today that throughout my crying out about the terrorism to my children and myself, instead of support, I have been attacked back with trolled ads, actual fraudulent mail, and emails about how this kind of suffering happens to women in other countries, so tough luck...what makes you so special, lady? Like Nazis who have no real consciousness of what they are doing.
    We have been going through a process of being life raped on behalf of a political cause that serves to provide it's terrorist members with other people's Identities and Intellectual Property, to fund Non-Profit Pedicures, vacations and lunches in Beverly Hills while 'discussing' the pain of Africa (nice fringe benefit behind the propaganda, guys) and boxing up mosquito nets that don't exist.

    I have also said out loud that when I have mentioned particular non-profits in my bedroom, I will receive a sudden pile of 'just for me', 'inside sick joke' mail from what looks like those actual Non Profits, but the funny thing is that all they serve in doing this is supporting my accusations. I said that if they were sincere in their missions, they would connect with me; if they heard what I was saying, they would somehow strategically maneuver to invite me to see what they do, rather than to destroy me. They would invite me and the obvious energy I have to join them. It's logic for integrity. They would want to change my mind if I were actually wrong. It's the truth. Maybe I am the last person to learn this, but I can confirm this is true.
    They deliberately paint me into a self serving loyalist for the audience, using convenient examples of the desperate attempts I have made to nurture myself and lick my wounds (all of which has been VERY WELL encouraged by those who apparently care) throughout this underground hell attack, regardless of how much time and money I have donated and given without any concern for record...because this defines my honorable character.
    Everything I do has been strategically spun and used against me and woven into an ongoing false story...to make people think I am selfish so they want to see me suffer and they support the mission they are 'sold' to steal everything I produce for what is designated 'Non-Profit'. It is a gigantic 'pirate's magic trick' and it is being pulled off by people who I have offended by simply defending myself against the 'Entitled' and these folks have communicated to me that I will pay dearly.

    I thoroughly disagree. I do not have a single bone of greed in my body, but balance, combined with my unwavering determination to live and recover my children's futures and my good name, dictates that somehow I will get paid dearly. Mark my words...And when I do...after a long vacation, I will create an honest Non-Profit that will serve all Americans, as a connected family of people from all countries, as a saving resource if ever in the position of being victimized by terrorism and 'International conflicts of interest' that deliberately threaten their human and legal rights as Americans. My experience is Front Line proof that we need this. This has truly been torture a la 'Count of Monte Cristo'. After a haircut, I feel like going on a ballooning holiday, actually.
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